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She's everywhere
underground
I'm mad at you
we need you now
it's all too soon
I won't forget
I won't forget
the last night in your room
the last time
I saw you
I didn't know
it was the last time
the last time
Now memories
are weaponry
call in the artillery
she's gone I can't feel anything
now memories
are weaponry
call in the artillery
she's gone I can't feel anything
I miss you more then anything
now memories
are weaponry
now memories
are weaponry
in the body especially
in death there is no enemy
and I'll never be
okay with it
and I'll never be the same again
and I'll miss you more than anything
No one laughs
the way you did
no one laughs
the way you did
she's gone I can't feel anything
and I'll never be
the same again
and I miss you more then
anything
now memories
are weaponry
in the body especially
in death there is no enemy
and I'll never be okay with it
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death toll computing...
still computing...
we forget
till the new thing
the brain is the weapon
worth removing
take all the freedom
take all the shooting
this country's abusive
and now we're all abusers
the cycle is cruel and
all I feel is useless
useless
Narcissists love to start again
no acknowledgement
of the harm again
(your dick played a part in it!)
No remorse;
interactions rehearsed
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Hey, you!
who's side are you on?
Hey, you!
can't stop the bad
and can't stop the past
can't stop the panic
and can't stop the mass
can't stop the violence
can't stop the pain
can't stop the landlord
can't stop the insane
can't stop the chemicals
can't stop the rash
can't stop the wind
can't stope the impact
can't relax
can't foolproof
can't get a job
and can't read the news
can't stay in shape
can't get paid
can't paint the wall
and can't stop the hate
hey, you
you don't decide
who lives and who dies
can't be a good girl
if I'm a boy
can't be a real one
if you a toy
can't solve the problems
that you avoid
and can't stop the abuse
if it's the world
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praying you get down from your high horse
delusional
crowned thorn
Napoleon
Complexity
leaves more for me
more for me
I just wanted you to know
yeah
I just wanted you to know
look both ways
look both ways
before you cross me
I don't get revenge
I get stronger
look both ways
You can't take nothing from me
I don't get revenge I get stronger
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this isn't politics
it's alive and dead
it is what it is
my dick
make you cum make you sick
i make you sick
and you make me sick
like an accident
trainwreck
can't look away
eat my whole ass if you please
go ahead
say what you think
fucked in the head till it bleeds
it is what it is
it gives what it gives
my dick
it's alive and dead
make you cum make you sick
it is what it is
my dick
I make you sick
and you make me sick
train wreck
you can't look away
eat my whole ass if you please
go ahead
say what you think
fucked in the head till it bleeds
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go ahead
make me free
go ahead
take it out on me
I'll be you
and you'll be the machine
I'll be the backboard
and you'll be the war horse
I'll be still
and you'll make a fool of yourself
you can only hurt yourself
I just don't care anymore
I just don't care anymore
I just don't care anymore
you can only hurt yourself
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Won't let you put a hole in me
cuz I'm not in love
I'm not in love
I swear I'm not in love
I can feel it widening
the things
I don't know
I don't know
I just don't know
missing a whole big
part of me
it was a part of me
where's that part of me?
I wanna hear all the things
you don't tell
yourself
tell yourself-
go tell yourself.
lost some things
to a point in time
it was a point in time
there are points
in time.
everyday is my last day on earth
last day on earth
the only day on earth
is my last day on earth
wouldn't have it
any other way
wouldn't have it
any other way
everyday
I make peace with my body
I make peace with the walls
peace with the hurt
with history
I take the pieces
stop policing
I take the pieces
wouldn't have it
any other way
last day on earth
last day on earth
last day on earth
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I left my blood
in 2021
how does life keep going on?
perfect
pretense
"I'm fine,"
pretend
that we're all okay
when I feel like I can't
I do it anyway for you
when I feel like I can't
I do it all for you
I can for you
I do everything for you
I'll do it anyway
all for you
stay with me
stay with me, please
stay
nothing will make it
just like it was before
before the hurt
i left my blood
in 2021
how does life keep going on
and on and on
please stay
yeah you know the burden
please stay
stay
loss of power
in the words
relive the hour
of the hurt
relive the hour
of the hurt
slow to power
quick to burn
and now I'm scared
to say a word
stay with me each day
stay with me
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I am not my pains
or my mistakes
I'm not my tensions
or my hate
Everyone wants to be complicated
good for nothin but alienation
You think no one hurts as bad
as you do
but you're gonna die alone
on that hill
you don't have to die alone
if you don't wanna go alone
don't wanna go alone
in all of my glory
I'm horizontal
the left hand in blood
no fear
power
and love
don't fear
all of my love
no fear
and just power
and love
and power
and love
respect
intent
if nothing else
in all of my glory
I'm horizontal
the left hand in blood
power
love
no fear
power and love
my power's made perfect
in weakness
don't fear
life
don't fear
life
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discipline
make a fist
discipline
make a fist
compress the catalyst
push up
burn off
guiltiest thoughts
like a scientist
ammo for a deadly hit
discipline
worst of it all
fuel for the heart
fuel for the shell
between baroque
and entropy
between the sheets
and memory
hunger
triage
rest in peace
regret nothing
thunder
between
two things
trusted wings
stay free
trust me
fuck peace
fuck the distance
between things
I wanna feel things
forget your lines
I know jealousy
ruins everything
grey side walks
frosted concrete
when it's cold
my soul
the light goes out
I wanna feel things
I didn't program this
my love is all wrong
dumb before the storm
numb before
I didn't program this
my love is all wrong
when it's cold
my soul
the light goes out
the light goes out
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I ain't never been a victim
I never been a victim
just a casualty
of my suffering
blowin in the wind
blowin in the wind
blowin in the wind
the ashes
the ashes
blowin in the wind
big chest
what's next
soul flex
protest
intimate
full glass
rasterize the heart stretch
rasterize the hardness
rasterize compartments
space within
space within
solo
solo
solo
solo
soul
soul
soul
soul
blowin in the wind
blowin in the wind
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I'm thankful
you hated
me
not more then
you hate to be
you cut the cord
then you hit the dashboard
sniper
misfired
backfired
it's just me
holding me down
your hate
is part of me now
that's the part
that's hard to swallow
held in the jaw
it's held in the jaw
dead
symbolic
resistance
dead
symbolic
forgiveness
dead
symbolic
disappearance
dead
symbolic
coexistence
dead
symbolic
deliverance
no justice
no justice
no justice
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I am on my own track
don't ask for too much now
too far to bounce back now
hit em with the faceplant
please don't have a break down
please don't have a break down
down
down
down
in and out of placement
connected from the waist down
i'm numb from the waist down
numb from the waist
down
down
down
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released October 27, 2023
Album art by Cosmo Feltham
Vocals by Dan Orlowski
Mixed and mastered by Dani Rev
Guitar by Rozé on "chains in alice xxxxx" and "No Fear"
Melodyne vocal production/melody on "Nobody Cares But You" by Izzy True